In Tystie, all of my ballast is internal. It's mainly 25kg lead ingots, with lead shot poured into the gaps, and with cheap polyester resin poured over the lead to keep it in place. I had to buy the ingots by the ton, but the shot came in 25 kg sacks from a place in Hull (I think it was http://www.hullcartridge.co.uk/). In Ivory Gull, I used dry sand to fill the gaps between iron ingots and to absorb the exothermic heat from the resin.
I think your main problem is to get the bilge clean enough for good adhesion, but if you can achieve this, then any mixture of lead scrap, lead shot, steel shot, steel punchings, etc, will do. I suggest you try a scrap metal dealer for suitably shaped pieces of lead scrap as your best choice.